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Sunday, May 17, 2009

*GRRRRR*...

I feel so utterly cheated today. It left me in such throes of despair, like something Ive never felt like in such a long while. And all over a game.. it was the claw machine.. Yewlim and I were trying to get this elusive winnie the pooh which I have set my eyes on for awhile but havent been able to catch. And today, just after two coins, the soft toy was almost in the hole!!! And you just know that the next catch would get it..its the feeling of.. 'ahh..FINALLY'.

The next catch DID get it..it got it so well we didnt have to plan to let it catch in a way that it would 'roll' into the prize hole. BUT................. the claw picked up the toy and get stuck where it was. it DIDNT move to the hole and released the toy on the spot. if it did move..it would have relased it in the prize hole!!! I thought well, they might give us the toy anyway... but the attendent came..couldnt get the machine to work, said it was spoilt and retured us a coin. I was like...whhhhhhhaaattt??!!!! I was all ready to ask if we could get the toy...but I was also abit in a state of shock. and Yewlim didnt really want to go ask them for the toy either..

Wrapped in a feeling I couldnt even explain.. I felt utterly and completely cheated. I felt like a child.. trying hard to get something... just when I finally achieved it, somebody came, pulled it out of my hands, gave me a coin and said..'too bad..try again' We had lunch..and on the journey home, I couldnt help but sit in silent despair, wetting the tissue in the hands.

Perhaps I was too sensitive about such things... maybe I believed too hard in soemthing that was mechanical. Maybe I was just another naive soul, lifting my hopes too high for little things. But still, it was a really painful lesson... and the pooh is in a perfect position for the next person to get it in a go... I guess I have to learn to... LET GO... *sob*

Scribbled at 2:20 PM







Lydia Evangeline

~Knowing that perfect love casts out all fear, living in the truth, walking in the light~


Adores

♥ My best friend and forever partner, Yewlim. (^_^)
♥ My darlings! Sara and Rach =D
♥ My family and friends (People who give me to strength to smile each day)
♥ All things pink!
♥ Candy. =D Everything's that no good for my teeth. *sob*
♥ Bacteria!

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