['FlOaTiNg'...]
Went thru some Christmas cards from last year.
I'm supposed to be studying *grinz*..haha. but i found them in between my notes..haha. Ahh..Christmas..waiting for it to come again.
The beauty of Christmas is of spreading the love and friendship.
Thankful always gor Godly friends that come my way.
You know, Godly almost always gets lumped at hoLy.haha. I dun think my friends are religously holy.hahahahaha. And I'm glad..we're not pharisees ya? hee.
Floating through life...sometimes..i dun know how I'm supposed to be feeling..
Exams are coming..prayin hard that I can finish revision..dunno..
I keep thinkin of aFtEr exams..haha. If only exams are like tests..but noo..the teachers are always seemingly intent of freaking students out with unearthly 'tesTs' that are compulsory and you simply have to pass them to get on with life..hmm. yes. evil personified. But I guess teachers do have a perogative to have some fun. *shrugs*...y does it have to be on me..eeeEe...*eatin cute pIgs are against the manzaisan's rules* haha.
For the paper..the cert that says you're certified a successful person in life. But everybody gets it through pure slogging. Y the paper? plus it's black n white. people are lacking creativity nowadays..make it pInk words lah.haha.Maybe that'll be more eccentive for ME to study harder. *grinz*
But oh well, for now it's back to..lets see..---> cell bio for now.
take care people..love u lots! And it's party after exams!! hmm..that'll be the 13th of April. eEeEe still sore abt not being able to go for cell today..since i wun be able to make it next week to..ah well. Miss me!!
*sTuDyIng is God's wiLl fOr mE nOw....*
[HoRraY n hAllEluJah fOr oBjEcTiOn yOuR hONoUr!!]
Yay. Hey!! well done guys. and of cos to God we owe the honour of the success of the play. It's bee really tiring. *yawn* Who said a play's all relaxing??*grinz* It's real fun thou, and I'm so gonna miss it. that plus our next drama's prob gonna be wayyy back in dec. yea.. hmm. den again..it's a good thot..Sara's gonna be back den. right? right? baby???hehe. it's a GoOd thing to look forward too.
Then there's baptism today..where it rained..i'll leave it at---> hEaVy dRiZzlE. haha. But it was goods. Seeing ppl goin thru baptism makes me reflect upon when I went thru it too..a bit scary la..but i remembered that it was fun! Plus there's such a good feelin abt it all..hmm.
Oh yea, went ali's house today..ahh.. her doggie..pepsi..is sooo adorably cute. and not bian tai( comment directed at topsy) haha. a lovely golden retriver with a pale coat. so cute.haha. And ali's house is super cool now...eh.. her room is half pink half green. lol.haha. nice la. and it's got purple curtains..and a toilet i wet when i took a bath. * grin* almost every thing's pink OR green in that room..cool! *if i had that big a room..it's gonna be soOon pInk!* haha.
Then there's SpOnGebOb sQuArEpAnTs mOvIe outing today.haha. it was realllly funni. Plot aside..it's so lame..in just abt every lame aspect you can think of. Spongebob's so cute...and yea..so's patrick. I have to idea why thou...but dear ps Chad bears a striking resemblance to patrick..hmm..wonder y...*grinz* and heyy..patrick's pInK! I would lovE to see ChAd in pInk!!haha.* dreMING*..
ah..on the notion of dreaming, it's abt time i do it for real already...cos I'm so tired today..yawn... I gotta study harder..go thru this exam..hmm.. that settles it..if I cant find a job for the hols..i wanna spend losta time in church!! yippie..hmm..sarraaaa y arent u here..mom's buggin me to clean my cupboard aGaIn...haha.
I'll leave with the word....I love you guys!!!
*thanking God for friends close to my heart. *muAcK* I love you...*
It's the time of twice a year when studying have to be rigorous again...Sigh. It's so tiring. that plus the fact that I'm not done with this report of mine...maybe studying is better then goin all goo-g00 eyed over long term computer staring.hmm.
Tomorrow's the debut of 'ObJeCtIon yOuR hOnoUr!' yay. can't wait. hehe. I'm happier already. It's gonna be good cos we're praying! yay. You know, just about everything that can go wrong...went wrong this week..esp the last few days...either it is just me or its satan. argh. Scram devil..you have no place in the house of God. Muahahahaha.
But yesterday evening onwards was good..since running with daph n eno. It was goood!yay. You know..it miraculously dint rain all the way thru our run...the weather chooing to hold back it's rainclouds until we got back to the car and coincidently, it was playing a 'rain down' song. and the skies cracked...(it started raining) It didnt get heavy, although the rainclouds above no not bode well.haha. That was medicine to my faith...and I really wanna thank God that His mercies are new every morning....
now to finish the report...argh..haha. Coffee?..anibody???
There's nothing better, than living for You
Than saving me world with you
There's nothing better
Than praising your name, and lifting my praise
I want to spend forever
Standing in your presence
I want to show You,
What you mean to me, God
I give You my whole life
I've got to tell You
I am Yours forever
Lord I give You my whole life
Jesus, I will live for You
In everything I do
I'm holding onto You
Always, always and forever
And when my world is falling down
In You I will be found
I'm staying in Your arms today
Always, always and forever
[SynErgiZe 2nD nIgHt!!!]
whee...tonight's service was super fantastic!! hee. the crowd's larger than last night, the worship is more intense and God's here! yay! It feels fantastic to be given the privilage to worship nand dance in the presense of the Almighty God, otherwise loving called.." Father".
Tonight's all about God being B.I.G. notice God starts with a big letter G...police, judge, wadeva..starts with small letters?? yea. that's cos God is so BiGg he can overwrite the earth's 'refrees'. yayy. And it's also abt deliverence tonight...breaking free of the chains the world, spearheaded so proudly by satan, puts on you. Standing for Christ is not gonna be easy. But my life I've dedicated, and I'm so gonna stand by the truth. Cos, Jesus, I love youuu!!!
Lookin forward to tomorrow night. last night of synergize, and there's gonna be a release of another 200 tickets! yay! let's rock downtown east! Dear God, I give Singapore to you. It's your nation, Lord. Claim it.
**I've gotta tell you, what you mean to me, God. I give you my whole life!!!**
In school again, and i'm feeling somewhat grumpy and lousy, I think it has something to do with the lack of sleep... .. ...And eating wayy too much, thus feeling fat, and feeling so way unattractive nowadays, think it gotta do with guys asking for my friend's number all the time. admit it, thou it not like i'll ever give out my number...but i'm just, well, uNaTtrActIvE.
sighh...darn it satan, you're stepping on my toes now...get off. like now!!! maybe it just me???I need sleep and i need diet..and i need sara!!!wahhh.... oh ya, and time for good studying...sob. I hope I dun lose it...
[BiGg yAwN]
Tiring day...stressed in sch again...too many things..too little time. sounds too familiar ya...hmphz.But syenrgize was great! wayy..and a supreb workout too. Now, I'm more tired thou..haha.
Wondering wads up for sch tmr..hmm...i know it starts at 8...i'm supposed to be asleep ...well, as you can probably already tell..i'm tired, my entry is starting to not make a whole lotta sense.haha
Pray for synergize...it's great, but I feel as if I've not feeling the whole picture of God's presence...It just needs more...I dun know, maybe it's just me. argh. wadds with me nowadays...i dunno... I want more, I guess it's all about being hungry, and I feel like that silly lil thing that doesnt know how to ask prOpErlY for more..that's y i'm not gettin it..hmm..is that it? Maybe, it's a step towards faith building...ahh..i need help. But Thank You God..it's just feels wonderful worshipping You with a whole lots of other youths. May S'pore rock for You!!!
Got the new synergize shirt today too..My biggest complaint is that the shirt is white..when are they ever getting to piNk? hmm..then again...aiyah, y white...not nice. haha. Still, I got it and wearing it tmr! yippie!!! Thanks Chad, for the forward loan in gettin the shirt..heez =)
I'm so glad for friends, they surprise you ever so pleasently at the right time.. Like just tonight..ont eh way home...feelin so tired and comtemplating something thru my left over brain cells...dear dear Daph called me..and just to say HI!! well~ hey.. It just felt so great at that time..cos comeone cared....and just a lil' Hi. =) Thanks Daph...i dun know how to wel..say thank you cos it feels so weird...like I'm some goondo..maybe it's just me. haha. i'm shy!! But I love you, gal! So en entry will have to say more than words..heez. If you read this that is..haha.
ok now, i realy gotta go to bed...sigh, there's so much to say. heez. haha. *muackz*
*Everybody's jummpin in God's house tonight!!!*
