~* The pink marshmellow cotton candy clouds lala land*~
Its easy imagine-ing me living in a fantasy world.. where everything is pink..and soft..and yummy and where sugar overload does not exist in the dictionary..and everywhere you turn, there's a pink overenthusiastic hyperactive joyful nice person. Where the beauty of words can be taken just as they are without having to think that they weigh differently coming from differnt people.. and where they do not hide trecherous unlying meanings. Im sure some of you can imagine 'naive' me living in such a world.
I wish I did too. And then I can compose songs with chorus-es that go.. "..meet me under the 7th pink lamp post...right beside the toffee store.." (^_^) In reality, these worlds evade even my dreams. The child that realises the world isnt as pretty as the toys she plays with is jolted into harsh reality. And even though I thought I outgrew most of my 'naive' thinking early in life..there's apparently some I will continue to hold on to in this journey of life.
And I was going through a discussion yesterday on different views when 'ding' *refer to Ben's OLD post*..I chanced upone one of them. And that is..I firmly believe that everybody is good inside themselves.. ... Even if somebody might be doing an action thats unplesant to myself, I beileve its only a one time and itd be different the next time. I have a complex that enables me only to mostly see the good in everybody. And thus, you'll usually get into an argument with me if you only saw the other side of the person.
I wonder if that complex is advantageous... ... its a part of me that wholsome-ly naive. Yet I like it cos it enables me to see the world beautiful. Even if its really not. I believe in grace..I beileve that a leophard can change its spots the next day. But thats just me. And maybe with that..i could go one step closer to loving the world like Jesus does... unconditionally.
So even if its not street wise... its just.. me. =D
