*The shadow proves the sunshine*
Recently, the song 'The shadow proves the sunshine* by Swichfoot has been repeating its play cycles in the ipod. And the words stuck... little snippets like..
.....sunshine, wont you help me sing... ...
......Please Lord, dont look the other way... ....
.......dry eyes in the pouring rain.. ....
......let the shadows prove the sunshine.... ....
Even when work threatens to drown me, when insecurities threaten to tear me up.. when hopeless and helplessness tend to draw its cloak around me..when I get so scared and the walls just seem to keep closing it.
I run to your feet again...falling to me knees. sometimes a little voice in me goes "maybe He wont hear you today.." Yet doggedly... I pursue after You.. knowing you're above human comprehension.. that Youd still hear me no matter the cost.. because You are... You. Like a child crying for his mother's embrace.. like a lamb bleating and in search of the comfort of his mom's company.. So i run to You, my Lord and Father.. and I pray that You'd let me hide under the shadow of your wings.. where the icy blast of winds cannot get at me.. where the fiery darts are deflected.
You know human nature in me is to run... to run away from that which I dont wish to face.. .. which really makes up to everything. . and most of the time.. you still let me run. Like an obstinate child with limited strength in his limbs.. I run, knowing I get nowhere.. knowing Id never outrun the storm just because I cant. But always.. You are there. amd You are my sunshine.. Let Your rays oh so shine on my I pray... that with your warmth, the shadow is nothing. And with the knowledge and experience of sunhine.. I will not fear the storm... ...
... .. ...and that... ... even as You are my sun...I can be sunshine to the people around me. even to the shadow behind me...
... shine on me... ...