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Saturday, May 06, 2006

~Insecurities~

You know the squeeze you feel around your heart when you talk in a group and get hurt unintentionally? You push the feeling away but it comes back anyway? When somebody says things as a passing comment and inside you you're thinking "Is that what they really think of me?" It hurts.

It hurts to talk about something and pretend it means nothing to you..when it does. It hurts to be slammed for liking a person..it is wrong? I know I cant measure up. I dont exactly like the way I look in the mirror either. But it hurts cos sometimes you cant help it...dont hate me for it..sigh.

I guess, deep within us, we all crave to be loved, to belong. To be TOLD that you are loved...cos there is a difference between knowing and being told. I wonder about my bout of insercurities today... but i know they will not last....cos I've got a God who patches me up often with His love...and dear God..I guess i do need that tonight.

I rest my case...

*Seemingly naive..I do believe...and I'll be a fool for You*

Scribbled at 10:51 PM







Lydia Evangeline

~Knowing that perfect love casts out all fear, living in the truth, walking in the light~


Adores

♥ My best friend and forever partner, Yewlim. (^_^)
♥ My darlings! Sara and Rach =D
♥ My family and friends (People who give me to strength to smile each day)
♥ All things pink!
♥ Candy. =D Everything's that no good for my teeth. *sob*
♥ Bacteria!

Prayer list

- for LOVE *grin*
- for a JOB

The Wishlist...

- A puppy!
- A digital paino!!! *need need need*
- A polaroid camera
- A mascara that can GROW my eyelashes =D

The Messages




Affiliations

♥ x BaOmIng
♥ x CaRoL
♥ x CaRyN
♥ x ChEw HuI
♥ x DiVinIa
♥ x JaSmInE *Si Yu*
♥ x JeSsIcA
♥ x JoShI *XiOnG*
♥ x LeE LiNg
♥ x LyNeTtE
♥ x LyAnNa *Ah-lian-ah*
♥ x MiCheLlE LiNg
♥ x NiNa
♥ x PeI RoNg
♥ x RaChEl
♥ x RaChElLe
♥ x SaRa
♥ x SuSaNnE
♥ x VeNeTiA
♥ x XYQ!
♥ x YaN QiNg

The heartbeat..


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