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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

~24 hours a day~

if there's 24 hours a day, there's too much to blog about the whole. day. *grinz*
well, phew~ exams are over. there was only 3 papers..but it's been too long since i've felt this stressed..aRgH~ maybe cos i know, I've got to get the marks...whether i can or i cannot. dang~ the education system serves to put to much stress on students. They dont publicly announce it..but just imageine, if the take the education words and encouragement as an audio clip..it would say something like

"We want the best for the students in singapore..we help them to achieve their dreams..we provide them with stepping stones, with good teachers"

take it, play it back, and it'll sound something like this

"students!! results are eVeRyThiNg...without them...you are nothing! muahahaha..only your results are capable of placing the stepping stones where they are..dun worry, you'll have a good time struggling. step well, my child. if you fall, the government is like vines in the water...you'll trapped there all your life..muahaha...and oh~ if you cheat out of desperation, the stepping stong will disintergrate from under you. *evil chuckle*but dont worry so, my dear child, the government has so loving built a lovely place for u to stay if you dont make it..it's called..the IMH. muahahaha"

personally, i do not have anything against the education system...but it's driving me nuts...i'm so determined not to make it into IMH thou...ha ha ha..bLeah.

Last saturday was parent's appreciation night in church...organised by the youth to appreciate their parents! whee.. as the Word of God goes.."Honour your father and your mother" it's not easy...sometimes. But i'm gonna be 19 now..and i can look back and say I'm thankful I have my parents with me..thou we are not the best of friends...i can understand why God put them in my life..and when i choose to obey instead of going my own way..oh how God has blessed...I thank you God...:p Yeah, to conclude Love n Purity month, we also took a 'true love waits'pledge. where we agree and willingly take a pledge in front of God and our parents to say that we will give ourselves..only to our spouse after marriage. ah, yes..and there's the symbolic ring our parents gave to us to remind us of our pledge always.

ah, what a joy yo see young hearts pledging before the Lord. It will not be an easy road. cos it takes much to turn our eyes from the lust in the world. But as i've also determined a couple of years ago...pUriTy is my desire..to stay holy before the Lord and it's the best gift I can ever give to my hUsband..cant wait for the day.. hee. What is love that I shld give myself to anyone? what is love if you would not marry me first? what is love if you would not be there for me when I'm down? fogive me..i'm a hopeless romantic..I'll wait for my pRinCe~ and i want someone like David...a man after God's own heart.

yep..gotta soon..sushi buffet with Erine!! whee..i had my morining exercise today..i'm ready for colories~~ ha ha haa. All the best, my A level frens! results are out today! gambette!!

~*bElievInG tHat tRuE loVe wAiTs
I mAkE a ComMitmEnT tO GoD.
mYseLf, mY fAmiLy, mY fRieNdS,
mY fUtUre mAte aNd mY fuTuRe cHilDrEn
tO a liFetImE oF pUrItY
iNcLudIng sExuAl AbsTinEncE
fRom tHis dAy, uNtIl thE dAy I eNter
a biBlicAl mArRiaGe rElatIonShIp*~

Scribbled at 12:20 PM