Lydia's musings.. =)

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Thursday, July 28, 2005

Hmm...I havent had anything eventful happening in my life that I can remember to blog...inspiration seem to fly out of the window whenever it is convenient for me to on the computer. That would account to why the posts have been stagnent for quite awhile already =)

It's the hols this week...nothing vagely super fun. I'm hooked on story books again ever since I went to the library to look for a book lyanna requested last minute. I didint find the book la but I ended up getting a couple others for myself. =). This time, I'm into CSI novels. Thou the books does have a way of messing with your stomach when they describe murder scenes sometimes...but that happens only when you're reading it dead in the night. haha. But the stories are really good and engaging. Now that i've given up reading romance novels...cos they mess up with my imagination(I can't have that)there is a whole library of great books out there! hee...now lemme think of a future in forensics.. *grinz*

Spent a big chunk of today at the airport today. Changi Youth Ambassador training. It was really fun walking around the transit area..if not overwhelmed by the huge area and lots of stuff to know. But otherwise..it' a privilage. Made two new friends..and no doubt bored them with my antisocial skills cos I was sneezing away the whole day. Not that I chose too! duh. blame the nose. hmm..but I'm feeling a whole lot better already..tHaNk God! hee.

Holidays are definately flying past on Singaporean kiasu mode. No time to rest...enjoy...destress. Rather..when's that test? when's that report due...do waht again? oh no...how to do this... well..the usual..welcome to S'pore's study system. They squeeze every energy outta you. hmm..that must be the reason why I love energy drinkss.haha.. yes. thats it! hee

Oh no...11:07...got lots to do before bed..and gotta be at the airport again..at 8.30 sigh...oh yes...flu medicine too...okie! I love ya guys! now I shall go to bed!!! hee

Scribbled at 10:47 PM

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

!!*FlYIng mOnTrosItY**!!

I got attacked by a huge flying bug last night. I think it's a moth...no other flying flapping tHiNg I know is that uncilivised. Let me reaccount my ordeal....

It was just after dance. It was 9 plus...really dark at certain areas of school where they unsensibly do not on the lights. *den again...I wanted to take a shortcut* So I was walking along with my dance instructor, headed to the mrt startion. Then..out of nowwhere...there flew this darker than the surrounding flapping object. Think it was drunk...wasnt flying in a straight line. Aniwae, it was going on it crazy zigzag flight when it flew into my hand. My reaction? To shriek and drop my plastic bag I was carrying on my hand. haha. I scared my teacher too...for some odd reason she din see it..>.<>.<. haha.

Crazy montrosity of a moth. eeee...Makes my wonder what Rach's reaction would be should she be around. hehe! *grin inside* I so would appreciate if the giant moths would fly somewhere ELSE....grr...

*The Lord protects me from all evil!!!*

Scribbled at 5:50 PM

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Monday, July 11, 2005

~Friends are life's gReAtEsT blessings.~

I've always taken my friends for granted. Since young..I thought I had forever to make friends. This does not imply that i play the 'I dun fren you already' game. duh. It was just I never bohered to get to know my friends intimately...and then it was already sec 4. And cos I chose to go to poly, I just abt never saw most of my secondary school friends again.Then again...for most of them, we were never that close anyway. And in poly, just to sum it all up, most of them come with friends they already knew in school. They were all so different from friends I know all my life.I've never felt so alone in my whole life.

But I just really thank God for Sara and Rachel. You two darlings. I love you. Rachel has been my best friend from sec 2... And Sara joined the crazy duo in sec 3. Of course, we split up after secondary school life. But I really thank God i never lost them to post secondary school life. They've always been around. And I've always been proud to say " They're my bESt friends!!!"

It's now year 2 in poly life. I havent gottan very close to anybody in school yet. I dunno...I guess I've bonded sooo close to those two. That plus God has really changed my life around. my life revolves around Him. He's my gReAteSt best friend! Cos He's been there when nobody could. He heard me when nobody could. I love Him! And I've learnt the invaluable lesson of valuing friendships.I've got soooo many friends but those I can trust with my inner thots are only a hand few. But still..I'm just hit by how blessed I am.Why God chose to bless me with wonderful friends I dunno. But I'm just joyful! hee.

To my friends out there...Thank You for being my friend! I know this post is a bit off in content, but I dunno..my mind seems to confused nowadays cos of all the tests I gotta cram. hee. It's just an excuse to thank all you guys and say..I love you!

And guess what..friends dont let friends go to hell!!!!! I cant wait to share the gospel with you..you guys...but I'm gonna start with thanks.

Thank yOu Sara and Rachel for accepting quirky me...thou I might not be perfect all sooo many times. You're there for me..in joy..in sorrow..in pain and just to hang out. I love you!!!

Thank you...shiviii, shasha...eNo...vene...ErnIe.....Michelle...all my church friends...there's soo many of you! Thank you for being there to pray with me...and just to love me. I love you guys too..soo muchie.

And there's ps Daph. The 'pastor' in front always seem so intimidating...I prefer to call you 'DeAr' hee. Thank you for being there for me!!! I might seem so imature at times..but you love me just as I am...you never do realise how important you are to me...*muackz*

And my school friends. thou I dont go out so often with you guys...you are still all so special. I pray for you all so often. As the saying goes 'friends dont let friends go to HELL' I cant wait to share the gospel of the good news with you..here's to our assignments and times in lecture together. may God bless you guys!!!

phew...ahh...now to studying....I love all of yOuUUuu!!!!
*Lord I look to You in my darkest hour....tests...*

Scribbled at 4:19 PM