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Friday, September 24, 2004

LoniNesS iSn'T veRy bEcomIng...
lalalala....yep. its a fri afternoon 4.27 pm in the afternoon. Nina just flew rally early this afternoon..byee froggiez :-) I had class fm 12 to 1 today...then had project th ingy. But saddd...it didn't last very long.haha. and since i'm goin to watch a dance performance later with Auntie Rina, I din see it very productive to go all the way home again.heez. So i did some project stuff..and i'm stuck here...ALONE. din bring study notes le..wasted. n i dun like to go window shopping meself. it's boringz... so what am i to do..sobs.. aniwae, we listening to utada hikaru's cd while typing this. yepyep.

tired, but nowhere to sleep...
wanna study but no books..i shld go visit my dad at nyp.hahaz. tiongz....danno wad to do le.dun hav tat much time either wad. my frens go pak tor...so i'm alone..AGAIn...sighz... nono...must smile. heez. hu said being alone is bad.. :-) i wan sara n phish.... now i'll sob. ya. sob.
Got cravings for chocolate again...damn. i'm supposed to be on a diet. put on a whole lot of weight liaoz le. can't afford more..unless got sara to go dieting champaign wif me.haha. to fit into dresses again. hehe.

Oh ya, had piano exam for a second time again yest. still cannot shake off the nervous feeling...but ahh..well, i hope i'll do better. i dun hav high hopes for the pieces thou. sad..too nervous..and i had a prob singing too..oh dearie. hehe. but thank God he let me pass the first exam, so there's nothing to worry abt right???hehe. Love God ..lalalalala...

exams are here soon..i think..saddd. but we havent got the time table yet..dun wanna fail. but subjects soo cheem..just on wed, i had a biochem test. rach will know cos i kinda bugged her. haha. i tot i never listen in lesson that's y i missed the enzymes part..chey. i was wrong..lousy teacher din teach at all! he just taught us today..but a bit late rite..-_-lll already tested. sigH...see the bigg sigh?..haha. say sara dear, does that happen in aussie too?..haha.

Oink...piggy coming through...yay...i'm done wi grade 8 piano...that finally sank in..haha. happie day... wish i could learn harp thou...but ex rite..hmph. maybe should learn figure skating instead. praying for time thou...den wont be such a klutz on ice with sara n rach.hehe. i shouldn't crap so much.... love rox..must spread more lovin....hehe..

always on my mind:
Bear Bear...Mitsuka...Misune...
praying that you'll be safe always...*muackz*

Scribbled at 4:24 PM