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Tuesday, September 14, 2004

aww...it's been quite a long time since i blogged. Yea true..last week was hols, but sch kinda stuffed us up with hmk...i'm dying. it's unfair ya? But i tried to have fun..hehe. and i did. splurged 20 bucks on arcade last week. haha. But it was fun. erm...shooting ppl. Hmm..making digital people suffer to release stress..now that does make some point doesn't it.

But now sch had started again..nonetheless with a big bang. Talk abt tests on both mon n tues. thanks for the welcome ya...we got it.haha -_-lll... But i hope i'm surviving, what with the reports and all, i still not thru.heez. There's just no time for real good fun anymore..n real good sleep..snort. Plus life seems to be making fun of me these days...i danno y. I try hard. I wanna do well. But i still feel as if i'm floundering in deep waters. As if there are vulturers around just waiting for the chance i would die a little, then crying out in triumph, the would swoop down to take a bite outta me. Not that i'm losing weight either...lala.. Somebody( i wouldn mention name) told me that i was a spoilt brat today...now..dear misune n mitsuka...am i?...really..seriously..am i? cos if i really am..sigh. wad am i to say..it's not the path i wanna take. But i felt i tried hard. Sometimes its not possible to please all. Dear God, if this is something you're putting me through..it's hard. you said you'd be there for me...i stand on that..but there's gotta be more to life... ... ..

I hate getting tricked to pity parties...darn you satan... But it's hard to optain self confidence nowadays. and talk abt self-pride. with the would hitting you left right and centre. plus satan hitting you below the belt, what much of self pride do you have left?... I really hate bring angry with the world, dun wan to feel too much for it either. Now i envy Saizo...a lil piggy can be carefree. I just wanna soar with my frenz..think i'll take up shy-diving one day...seriously..rach...sara..?...join me kk???hehe.

For now...yea. i feel better..now to spread love n joy...*muackz*

Scribbled at 9:29 PM







Lydia Evangeline

~Knowing that perfect love casts out all fear, living in the truth, walking in the light~


Adores

♥ My best friend and forever partner, Yewlim. (^_^)
♥ My darlings! Sara and Rach =D
♥ My family and friends (People who give me to strength to smile each day)
♥ All things pink!
♥ Candy. =D Everything's that no good for my teeth. *sob*
♥ Bacteria!

Prayer list

- for LOVE *grin*
- for a JOB

The Wishlist...

- A puppy!
- A digital paino!!! *need need need*
- A polaroid camera
- A mascara that can GROW my eyelashes =D

The Messages




Affiliations

♥ x BaOmIng
♥ x CaRoL
♥ x CaRyN
♥ x ChEw HuI
♥ x DiVinIa
♥ x JaSmInE *Si Yu*
♥ x JeSsIcA
♥ x JoShI *XiOnG*
♥ x LeE LiNg
♥ x LyNeTtE
♥ x LyAnNa *Ah-lian-ah*
♥ x MiCheLlE LiNg
♥ x NiNa
♥ x PeI RoNg
♥ x RaChEl
♥ x RaChElLe
♥ x SaRa
♥ x SuSaNnE
♥ x VeNeTiA
♥ x XYQ!
♥ x YaN QiNg

The heartbeat..


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