Lydia's musings.. =)

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Wednesday, August 25, 2004

ahh...WednEsdAY! welcome middle of the week! just went through a horrendous test today.. that I did..n ya. btw, this color is to honor the 'lil yellow phish' also known as rachel..haha. ya..talkin abt that dIsgUsTiNg test..haa.it was biophysics..physics in a bio concept kinda wayy. no fun as u can guess.haha. Then again who said physics ever was.
I've hardly been more confused.. but it's fine cos i'm always almost confused...right..hehe.

It's been a lonely week..LONELY. I'm currently goin thru my friendster. yepp. figuring out hu is hu sometimes. Oroz.. ..abt loneliness..it's a lousy feeling. miss my bear...miss my phish..my frog..my cheesecake...everybody close to my heart..ya..n rachel mummy(big rach)hehe. it's like comin to 3 months since sch started..and i still feel vulnerable in sch life. danno y...everything's changing...i feel stuck..sOmEwHerE..n i just wanna concentrate in doin well for my tests. yet, i still tend to fail myself time n again...darn some really qian bian pErsOn in my class...so annoying, i danno wad to say.

I miss Ms lee too..the so wonderful, patient person behind my miraculous O level results..after the grace of God. She really has the patience of a mother hen! hehe. love her for that...cos i'm really quite blur in studies..ya phish?..haha. Depended on her so last year..on understading...STUFF. wanna see her again...wonder if she'll mind if i bug her.hehe.*evil*

Well, teachers' day a week later...exactly. sighh..dun get to go back to Anglican High wif phish. can see "hiroshima potato" again...he's realli wuite nice to me..for some odd reason..haha. wanna go back much. see my teachers...shock them wif my hair. ya, cheap thrill.haha. but i like it so there. *sticks tongue out*

Tomorrow start sch at 8 again...hmm..shld i ask Bo Mao to go wif me..?in the train..?hmm. maybe..haha. sian liaoz...haha. ya..one more thing. Gambette ppl! KickiNg sOtOnG is the latest craze!! lol...love you all...(dun any-o-how steal my love..hehe...to those i give..i give generously...to those i din confess to..hehe...catch a fallkin star babe..dude!) hehe...n God Bless ya'll all. he rocks my world n always will..he's my buFfEr in life..(kips me constant in life..) ya? hee.Dear God..thank you for forgiving my iniquities again n again..den think i;m so deserving..but you're wonderful..take control of my life..hold my in th palm of your hand..never let me go... teach me to trust you in everything...n in everything i give you praise n thanksgoving. teach me know that you have the best plan for me later in life, n matter what i'm goin through now... i'm strong enough to make it through wif you. Bless my friends..the ones i love. Thank you God...I love you, and i thank you that i'm faithfully n wonderfully made. Amen!

Scribbled at 10:13 PM