*[MuCh to tHaNk God fOr]*
It's been a long time since I filled this page with my thoughts. I feel caught in a whirlwind of activities...tests...exams...drama..in church and in school...test again...reports...aRgH... For those who know me intimately, I am not the most organised prson in the world...ja ne? misune n mitsuka chan?hehe. I just get by on my minute memory space. Hmm..pirorities now definately have to take a place in my jammed up life. Then comes the problems..my pirorities and my mom's pirorites for me clash. duh. wad do u expect anyhow...Quite depressing thou...I dun like arguing abt pirorities...sigh. Is is what I want for myself...or is my life on stringent puppet strings...? I dun like puppet dance anyhow...they dun do pirouttes like a lil cute piggy.hee.
But definately much to thank God for..first of all..my friend Yong Jun. 'I'm so amazed n I give u praise'. Yong Jun was my dance partner in school..for one dance la. I invited him to church....no strings attached... cos he didn't wanna get converted. He came...and he was interested im the messages..not long after, he said he's heart was open..but he wasnt sure if he believed. But u know..prayer does work. He accepted God finally in FOP. My only reservation is that he did it for his girlfriend. a girl from cityharvest. but I dun know..well..i hope not and I'll just keep praying for him. It's really amazing..I've been asking God for souls..and the boldness to share. the boldness part is erm..well..still coming =). But one soul is a gReAt encouragement..sara must be proud of me..hehe. It's amazing. =) And he actually came for Rev Pam's message and got slain..oh dear God..be so real to him... =)
I do know so well that God blesses my life. As a father who watches over me in tender love..I love to sing praises to Him. But I feel somehow...so physically lonely..It is said that man's greatest fear is lonliness. I dun crave companionship is my notes...esp not my organic chem onee! bleh. But I havent had someone o talk to for quite sometime..somehow to enjoy spending time with. duh..Sara i misss u...maybe I'm growing old...in an antisocial kind of way. I hope not thou..But there's only the few friendships where u can extract the warmth and love...hmm. I've been turning to starbucks and lOtS of whipped cream. The fruits of my labour is thus...A bIg tUmMy. bleh.
**Even thou I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil for u are with me. Your rod and Your staff they comfort me.**
^Father Lord...I need a hUg^....
